False Hope

So it's no secret now that Ray and I are trying to have another baby. We weren't really "trying" this month because I knew I was going to be having dental work done and I would be on a lot of medications well...that all went out the window when my body decided to throw me a curve ball and ovulate late. Two days late to be exact! Ok, fine no biggie, we would gladly have another child if blessed with one but what about my big dental procedure I have coming up? I started to panic. So I took a test the morning of the procedure and nothing, by this time I was a day late. I thought for sure I would begin to spot that day and still nothing. So, I took another test and I kind of saw something but my wonderful online friends didn't so I went ahead and had my wisdom teeth pulled (which was the worst experience ever but we'll save that for another post) and on the way home I stopped for some more test! Yep got down at wal-greens, all chipmunk cheeked, gaze still in and all ah ha ha! When I got home I peed on a stick again. Again, I thought I saw something but I was in a daze so I just thought my eyes were playing tricks on me. So at that point I decided I wouldn't test anymore until the morning. So the morning came and I just couldn't wait! I got up at 6 am and tested! The picture above is what I got. You can see a second line if you really squint. Crap! I started to panic again because by this time I had taken so many medications I didn't know what to do. So I got on-line for some advice and opinions. Well, not too long after that I started to bleed. :( How could this be? What if I hadn't gone to have my teeth pulled? Ahhhhhh! What if, what if? I guess I will never know...