Trying to conceive

That time of the month has just about wrapped up but now I’m struggling with to try this month or not to try this month. The reason being is I’m going to be in a wedding this coming fall and I already have my dress. :/ With Rayce I started showing early on and I’m almost positive this would be the case this time around. I don’t want to worry about my dress not fitting but at the same time we really want another baby. I mean really! I dunno I feel like if we hold off until after the wedding then something else will come up and it will just be a never ending circle. Uggg! Why do I have to be so OCD and think through everything all the time? This only CD7 so I still have time to decide.